i was wondering about how come i realised some friends were friends only after so long,
i feel comfortable with them so late.
its such a waste. but also a blessing that i have them now.

i was telling my mum that im going out with my secondary school friends,
namely hanchih jonathan amanda wilbur and gang...
then i told her, why is it that when in secondary sch, we aint close at all?
i know wilbur since sec 1.
as for jonathan, i just knew him not long ago, but he has been in BV before me, and left on the same year as me.
its like how come i "know" them only now? waste waste.
my mum says its cos friends is like working on rotating shift, u can hang out with a gang and be very happy, but everything can just drift past and a new set of friends, or a previous set of friends will come by again, for you to lean on and enjoy with.

maybe its true, but i will always hope friendship stays, and ofcos develop new friendships too, but i guess its a difficult thing to do.

ive got terrible terrible headache today.
tried to take an afternoon nap but it was so difficult.

and ya i forgot to mention,
jonathan broke my tiny little fragile heart yesterday.
hahahs, saying that makes myself wanna puke la.
but the point is, im damn sad la. all his fault.
he owes me one now.

thinking bout the camp now, i duno if im happy or sad.
i duno if my heart really tells me to go for the camp.
im in such a dilemma.
but i will be there la, physically, and hope i will be mentally there too.

cant wait for so many things to happen.
gelare on tues.
zoo on tues hopefully.
job interview on wed.
out with suling sufong charissa, or amanda and gang on thurs and fri.

please please may it be a nice and fun filled week! (: prays~

oh ya, and there are some things im super curious about.
but i dont know how to bring it up.
maybe its cos i care that i wanna know.
but its personal stuffs, so ya, i shall nto try to interfere.
but, still, im super interested in whats happening, because i guess it affects that someone's life. (: